oppisites...contract?

So, as you know I'm starting high school in a few months. I was a cheerleader for three years and I LOVED it. However, I want to eventually pursue my life as a lawyer. Anyway, I'm trying to figure out if I want to be a cheerleader in high school, or...join the Debate Team. I know that these are completley oppisites and I'm probably one of the 1% of the entire universe who would consider joining EITHER one of these "social groups." I'm pretty sure I'd make it as a cheerleader and it's what I love but where exactly will cheerleading get me in life? Being on the Debate Team however, would make a pretty little mark on my appilcation for Harvard. I guess I have a few months to figure this out but it's a tough decision, for me anyway.I'd appreciate any comments or suggestions on this matter. Thanks.

yesterday was...interesting

Okay, so yesterday started off not so great. I was feeling under the weather which is very unusual for me, and felt so sick I could hardly speak. I took care of Becky and Daniel for a while while my mom went to her job interview. The house was a mess but I decided I would just clean it when I was feeling better. We were planning on going to a party later on so I really needed to get better, not only that but Nick(my boyfriend), whom I felt as though I hadn't seen in a very long time was coming with too. Saving the cleaning til later...bad idea. My mom called me to say that my grandma would pick us up for lunch soon so I should have the house looking approachable. I felt a little agitated that I had such short notice on the situation, but within less than a half hour I had the house looking pretty neat,had my brother and sister dressed nicely, and I was looking like I was ready to party. There was still one problem. I felt sick to my stomach. We, however still went out to lunch and I felt better. Maybe I just needed to eat.

The party ran from 6pm-1am. My mom got home at 5, but I was about reading to have an anxiety attack when it was 8pm and my stepdad still wasn't home.To make matters worse I live a half hour away. I had told Nick that we would pick him up between 7 and 7:30. At 8:10 I called him to tell him we were running a little(more like very), late. Julio finally got home at 8:20 so that's when I called him to tell him we were on our way. Regardless of anytime lost we still had a great time. Though neither of us new anyone at the party, it didn't stop him from pulling me in to dance with the crowd. My mom asked us at what time we wanted to leave. We said that in twenty minutes would be a good time so that we would still be able to catch a bite to eat. We left the party at 10 and headed off to Lalo's. I was so glad to see my mom and my boyfriend getting along better than I've seen most people in the world get along. We finally dropped him off at around 11:20. I hope there are many more fun days like this to come.

back to blogging, for good

Okay so I'm back to blogging, for good. I'm a year older now(fab 14) and I've got a much better grip on things than when i first started blogging a good what, 3 years ago? I recently graduated grade school, so I'm now onto a new world people don't understand until they are there. I heard rumors about this"little world". I heard that here I will be living the best years of my life, most think it's all fun a games. I however, am determined to make these next four years the best four years not based on how popular or unpopular I will become, but on what I make of myself and these next few years. No, I'm not saying I will ONLY dedicate myself to books, but a great deal of time and effort with be greatly needed to become what I'm hoping to be in the future. They call this "little world" high school.
I have a lot to say about my past events and embarks, but for now, keep me potsed on YOUR life.