oppisites...contract?

So, as you know I'm starting high school in a few months. I was a cheerleader for three years and I LOVED it. However, I want to eventually pursue my life as a lawyer. Anyway, I'm trying to figure out if I want to be a cheerleader in high school, or...join the Debate Team. I know that these are completley oppisites and I'm probably one of the 1% of the entire universe who would consider joining EITHER one of these "social groups." I'm pretty sure I'd make it as a cheerleader and it's what I love but where exactly will cheerleading get me in life? Being on the Debate Team however, would make a pretty little mark on my appilcation for Harvard. I guess I have a few months to figure this out but it's a tough decision, for me anyway.I'd appreciate any comments or suggestions on this matter. Thanks.

yesterday was...interesting

Okay, so yesterday started off not so great. I was feeling under the weather which is very unusual for me, and felt so sick I could hardly speak. I took care of Becky and Daniel for a while while my mom went to her job interview. The house was a mess but I decided I would just clean it when I was feeling better. We were planning on going to a party later on so I really needed to get better, not only that but Nick(my boyfriend), whom I felt as though I hadn't seen in a very long time was coming with too. Saving the cleaning til later...bad idea. My mom called me to say that my grandma would pick us up for lunch soon so I should have the house looking approachable. I felt a little agitated that I had such short notice on the situation, but within less than a half hour I had the house looking pretty neat,had my brother and sister dressed nicely, and I was looking like I was ready to party. There was still one problem. I felt sick to my stomach. We, however still went out to lunch and I felt better. Maybe I just needed to eat.

The party ran from 6pm-1am. My mom got home at 5, but I was about reading to have an anxiety attack when it was 8pm and my stepdad still wasn't home.To make matters worse I live a half hour away. I had told Nick that we would pick him up between 7 and 7:30. At 8:10 I called him to tell him we were running a little(more like very), late. Julio finally got home at 8:20 so that's when I called him to tell him we were on our way. Regardless of anytime lost we still had a great time. Though neither of us new anyone at the party, it didn't stop him from pulling me in to dance with the crowd. My mom asked us at what time we wanted to leave. We said that in twenty minutes would be a good time so that we would still be able to catch a bite to eat. We left the party at 10 and headed off to Lalo's. I was so glad to see my mom and my boyfriend getting along better than I've seen most people in the world get along. We finally dropped him off at around 11:20. I hope there are many more fun days like this to come.

back to blogging, for good

Okay so I'm back to blogging, for good. I'm a year older now(fab 14) and I've got a much better grip on things than when i first started blogging a good what, 3 years ago? I recently graduated grade school, so I'm now onto a new world people don't understand until they are there. I heard rumors about this"little world". I heard that here I will be living the best years of my life, most think it's all fun a games. I however, am determined to make these next four years the best four years not based on how popular or unpopular I will become, but on what I make of myself and these next few years. No, I'm not saying I will ONLY dedicate myself to books, but a great deal of time and effort with be greatly needed to become what I'm hoping to be in the future. They call this "little world" high school.
I have a lot to say about my past events and embarks, but for now, keep me potsed on YOUR life.

back from the Dells!

We're back from Wisconsin!!! Kristen and I had soo much fun and I hope everyone else did too! lmfao!!!! Kristen showed me Guy's profile and i seriously could NOT stop laughing! Wow, i'm actually kinda glad we're not together anymore. he's a little weird.lol. I hope evryone is having a great summer!

Im back to blogging!

It's been soo long since the last time i blogged. I'm going to start more often. I've just been so unbelievably busy! yea, so a few months ago i met this great guy named..guy.lol. But he was just the sweetest person ever! So, we broke up. I stopped talking for 3 weeks. He called me and we started talking again and we got back together. Then, we broke up again! Keep in mind that eveytime it was him breaking up with me! Well, we started talking again about a month after that. We got back together. So, after a while I realized that he wasnt acting as sweet as he used to, he just wasn't himself. So, i was the one to break up with him this time. Now, I know your thinking that it's impossible for a teenage girl to be in love. But i really think i am. There isn't a minute i go without thinking about him. I would literally go to the end of the earth for him. But he treats me like a yo-yo! Right now I'm in the process of getting over him, there are some days when I feel so happy, bt then I have my days when I just don't want to talk to anyone. I guess no matter what happens, guy will always hold a special place in my heart. He was my first boyfriend, and my first love, so I think it'll be impossible to forget him. So, I thought about it... is it better to have a boyfriend who is a jerk? Because having a boyfriend who is really sweet obviously just makes it harder to get over him. I guess we all have our lessons to be learned. Honestly, I don't regret anything. I think that the only things in life to regret are the chances we didn't take. Who knows, maybe Guy and I are meant to be together, maybe noy. I guess with things like that, only time can tell. And i"ve got nothing but time. So, I'll just be here, waiting.

It's almost been a month since the last time i wrote on here!!!! I've been so busy. Well, i was going out with this one kid who everyone said i was too good for and wasnt worth my time but i didnt listen. He just seemed so sweet and different. Well, we're not going out anymore and it kinda sucks. I just miss talking to him. Well, anyway, yesterday was my b-day!!! i'm so happy. Who needs guys when you have friends and family who love you? People always say that, but then why do we still fall for the wrong people all the time? Will we ever learn?

Valentine's day

It's a couple days after Valentine's Day and I don't know about you but I had a great one! I've never gotten so many things for Valentine's Day like I did this this year! I guess it pays off to have so many great friends! Sorry that I haven't written on my blog for a while. I'm going to try to post things more often. Do any of you guys have AIM? Well if you do tell me so I can add you on my Buddy list. My screen name is evylol95

Well I hope everyone enjoys the rest of their weekend!!!