Im back to blogging!

It's been soo long since the last time i blogged. I'm going to start more often. I've just been so unbelievably busy! yea, so a few months ago i met this great guy named..guy.lol. But he was just the sweetest person ever! So, we broke up. I stopped talking for 3 weeks. He called me and we started talking again and we got back together. Then, we broke up again! Keep in mind that eveytime it was him breaking up with me! Well, we started talking again about a month after that. We got back together. So, after a while I realized that he wasnt acting as sweet as he used to, he just wasn't himself. So, i was the one to break up with him this time. Now, I know your thinking that it's impossible for a teenage girl to be in love. But i really think i am. There isn't a minute i go without thinking about him. I would literally go to the end of the earth for him. But he treats me like a yo-yo! Right now I'm in the process of getting over him, there are some days when I feel so happy, bt then I have my days when I just don't want to talk to anyone. I guess no matter what happens, guy will always hold a special place in my heart. He was my first boyfriend, and my first love, so I think it'll be impossible to forget him. So, I thought about it... is it better to have a boyfriend who is a jerk? Because having a boyfriend who is really sweet obviously just makes it harder to get over him. I guess we all have our lessons to be learned. Honestly, I don't regret anything. I think that the only things in life to regret are the chances we didn't take. Who knows, maybe Guy and I are meant to be together, maybe noy. I guess with things like that, only time can tell. And i"ve got nothing but time. So, I'll just be here, waiting.